black out~

today...
im totally blank and blur...
dont know what's happening in myself and my heart even thought...erm..
i just laid back at my gloomy bed alone..
my heart is totally empty..
my brain just went away to some places that i wont know...
i miss my old memories..
but...
i dont know how..erm..
im sad with my condition now...
i just need comfy hugs and share my tears with someone...
but...
i dont know..
i just keep it all alone....
ohh... do me a favor...
cheer me up~
because im lost in myself...

with love,
qaseh ~~